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Eventually as many as 1,500 signed on to see the desperate act - with some urging him to hurry up, apparently believing it a hoax.
The boy's video footage only ended when police broke into his home near Miami.
Those monitoring the web forum ignored his message because they assumed it was a joke.
But others posted insults and even encouraged him to kill himself.
I do not want my mother or father to think that it was anything they did that lead me to kill myself. I thought that I would not be able to describe why I want to do this and I am right. I am tired of people always telling me that they do not like me. I hope that someone finds this post and I hope that my parents know that I f****d up not them. The hate that rages within me, rages not for those I love so dearly or those who have crossed my path. I have long forgiven those who've hurt me, but I have not and cannot come to terms to forgive myself for the things I have done to myself, and the things I've done to hurt those in my life.
He posted his suicide note on another forum, saying he hated himself for being a failure. I have let everyone down and I feel as though I will never change or never improve,' he said.I used to think of my failure as some mystical way of telling me that I was really meant for something meaningful.The only thing I dread, besides the pain, is the way my family will suffer.'I care a lot about my friends and my family and I would do almost anything for them,' he said.
'I am very goal oriented, I know what I want to do with my life and I am working towards it.' A week ago Biggs left a message on his site about closing a chapter in his life and apologised to his friends for his behaviour. I have let everyone down and I feel as though I will never change or never improve.
A police officer with his gun drawn was seen entering the bedroom to find Abraham's lifeless body.